Parenthood

I've reached the heights of joy
     and yet, sometimes I feel despair.
This journey with my children
     shows no matter what--I care.

I live each moment in my heart
     with swells of gratitude.
The joys of seeing them succeed
     enhances every mood.

Then without warning I am dashed
     to pieces with their trials.
I yearn to find the happier time
     when life was just all smiles.

And yet as I reflect a bit
     on struggles we endure
I find my bond of love has grown
     of this I am so sure.

For in the struggles and the strife
     our love is strengthened best
The ties that truly bind us
    are the ones that stand the test.

8-7-17  (This poem percolated a bit before publishing.  I just was finding a place for my thoughts.  I love being a mom.  It is my greatest joy.  As I reflected I realized that the depth of my feelings comes from all the experiences we have had together--the good and the difficult).  Dedicated to my wonderful kids!